I failed to explain the title of my previous post. Typical.

Anywho, I want peanut butter cups.

That is all.

Peanut Butter

Ok. So much has gone on since my last post.

I think I've perpetually killed my laptop.

I'm ashamed to admit what happened.

Let's just say I took it to BestBuy citing 'water damage' and we'll leave it at that.

You don't understand how bad losing ALL of your data is until it actually happens to you. I don't want to moan over a lost cause but MY PICTURES, MY STORIES.

*sobs miserably*

In other news, I'm this close to dropping out of school. It's not that I'm doing badly. It's just that... I just think my brain has thrown in the towel. It's telling me to STOP stuffing more useless crap into it. At this point, I don't want to attend one more class. I don't want to read one more page of notes. I don't want to sit through another exam.

I've been doing it so much and for so long and so far, college pretty much feels like an extension of high school. Out of the 11 classes I've taken over the course of two semesters, only 3 were remotely enjoyable/memorable: music, religious studies (heh), and documentary film.
The only one that came close to my intended major was the film class.

I'm sick of taking general crap that I'm not going to benefit from or remember.

Why should I take science if I'm going into television? It's ridiculous and I've had enough.

Unfortunately, life doesn't work that way. I DO want to eventually get into television and God dammit if it means I have to sit through 100s of pointless biology, statistics, or economics lectures then I will.

I'm just not going to be very freaking happy about it.

Hey, at least I have consolation. Summer is in twelve days.

*cries tears of happiness*

In 12 days, I'll get my ass out of here and GO HOME.

Home.

*sighs*

Even though I've gotten thoroughly used to college life, I still miss it. I miss my sisters to death. I miss my mother (and father a little bit). I miss my friends. I miss home-cooked meals. I miss my bed and having my own room. I miss being able to pee in a bathroom that isn't a stall.

:)

Anyway, that's enough late-night rambling for now. I'm actually tired, no insomnia tonight.

Ooh, before I go. You all must download Frou Frou - Let Go.

Love that song. It's from the Garden State OST.

G'night. :)

*pouts* again

Okay, I don't know what happened to that other post. Anyway...

My computer is dying.

Seriously.

It's making these strange whirring noises and it just completely freezes for no apparent reason. It sounds like a dying banshee. It's quite frightening.

Rescom restricted my internet speed to 56kbps this week because (apparently) I've exceeded my 1.5gb per week bandwidth.

Do you know how torturous it is to use a 56kb connection? It's like slow, painful death. It really is. Especially if you've grown accustomed to using a 400mbps connection.

*cries*

Rescom are evil, evil people.

*pouts*